Tuesday, July 14, 2015

Iced tea and 103.

Ah summertime. If you're not outside having fun with good friends and family, you're likely inside with the air conditioning blasting subzero temperatures or on the porch swing with a nice tall glass of iced tea.

The other day my siblings and I were at home, chatting and enjoying the cool inside amid the volcanic temperatures outside.

While Michael and I were upstairs talking, we noticed the power went out. A minute later my sister yelled upstairs and repeated what we had just recently discovered.

I walk downstairs into the basement to check the fuse box...nothing. Then the nightmare began to set in. THE POWER WAS OUT! Almost instantly the intense heat from outside made its way in, and the house began to feel like an oven!

Our first assumption was that the electric bill hadn't been paid, but upon further inquiry found that not to be the case. 

We finished off the last of the cold bottled water...we were done for.
So soon we all began whining, griping and complaining!

Amidst our grumbling and negative spirit the power was back on within about an hour. As it turns out there was a neighborhood outage.

Shortly after, I began to reflect on the recent events as I was walking in the heat towards the nearest pawn shop.

We were in the wrong for our attitude in that situation. The Bible teaches us not to act in such a manner, and I'm sure the Lord wasn't pleased.

We are told to give tsomething ALL situations: good or bad.
Where there's something complain about, there's something to give thanks for.

While it was unfathomably hot inside the house, we can be thankful that we even HAVE a home to begin with. There are people who are outside in the blazing heat ALL DAY because they are homeless.

So next time you begin to or are ready to gripe or complain about something, think instead about why you can be thankful. :)

Saturday, July 11, 2015

Gone too soon

Today was a difficult one. My brother and I were Paul bearers at my cousin's funeral.

Two weeks ago my cousin Montenae (Mon-tuh-nay) passed away very suddenly, just a week after attending a funeral of someone close herself.

The terrible news shocked the entire family, she was only 16 :(
She was born December '98 just 3 months after the passing of our grandfather. She never got to meet him.

In about a week from now she was to become an auntie, her older sister is 9 months pregnant and she was able to name her nephew before she passed.

When I first heard the news in was sad, and to be honest I wasn't able to fully grasp the situation, until this morning.

As we approached her and peered into the casket, it hit me all at once. She's actually gone. And for the first time since her death, I cried almost uncontrollably.

It made me think about things, in my life and otherwise. I regret the time I couldn't spend with her, and the memories I did have of her while happy ones, still brought tears to my eyes.

People: family and friends, bless us in different ways. Whenever possible we should at one point or another make time for them, visit them, smile with them, laugh with them, joke with them, take pictures with them, make memories with them.

Because no matter how young or how old our friends and family are-ourselves included, none of us are invincible.

The title of this entry however isn't correct. In our eyes from our human perspective she's gone too soon, but only the Lord knows why she was only to be here 16 years.

There's a song by Matthew West called "Something to say" and part of the lyrics say: "Listen up I've got a question here, will anybody miss you if you disappear? For you life is the song that you sing, and the whole wide world is listening"

We're all here for a purpose, and we're to touch others lives in one way or another, even if we don't see it. In fact just last night a good friend of mine helped me to realize that myself.
There's always a reason to keep going, there is a purpose in your life.

No matter the struggle God is there with you. Your sorrow may last for a night, and that "night" that season of sadness may be more than a night, it may be weeks, months, years. God is there. "For when I am weak, your grace and your peace is perfect, completely all I need"


There's a song by Brandon Heath that I really like called wait and see, and the chorus goes: "There is hope for me yet. Because God won't forget. All the plans He's made for me. I have to wait and see. He's not finished with me yet."


"Siblings side-by-side or miles apart, we are siblings connected by the heart."
 R.I.P. 
Montenae Hicks.
We love you and miss you! ❤❤


Tuesday, March 24, 2015

My new camera!!

 Well today my camera arrived in the mail today and I couldn't be more excited. My friend Marilyn and I have been talking about it and she said she feels like she's more excited about it than me! I think it's true. I've been wanting to get into photography for a little while now, it's something that up until now I did as sort of a minor hobby just using my phones camera.

   I have a few friends who are also into photography, one of which being my friend Marilyn who kind of inspired and encouraged me to pursue it. The camera I purchased is a Canon EOS Rebel XSi / 450 Digital SLR Camera with EF-S IS 18-55 mm lens. I friend of mine recommended it to me when I was first looking for a camera. He said that it was a great camera and would work well even in the hands of a beginner. My friend Marilyn, also reporting good things about it so I'm SUPER EXCITE :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

  I found an affordable on on ebay last week and I had the winning bid, my first actually. I've had my ebay account since 2010 but never used it, so it was essentially my first time using but I won the bid so that was really neat. I had a previous bid on another item that same day which I had lost, but my second bid I WON!! So now that I have another camera aside from the one on my phone, I'll be using it unless a super quick photo op pops up and my phone is the quicker option.

   I was considering maybe getting a degree in photography, not entirely sure though for now it's just a hobby I suppose! Although one unfortunate thing, for the type of photography that I normally like to do, there isn't much of that here in the city.

Tuesday, March 10, 2015

22 Years and Counting!!

 Well tomorrow, 3/11/2015 will be my 22nd birthday. But it's a bit of a bitter sweet moment I suppose. I'm getting old lol. My older sister just had her 25th birthday this past January (She's getting SUPER old). It's funny because growing up you seem to always live in the moment. You talk sometimes about what you want to be when you grow up, that sort of thing. But many people don't actually think about what happens when that time comes. 

I'm am interesting individual. My mother used to tell me I was akin to Peter Pan because I never wanted to grow up. And I suppose to this day, a part of that is still with me. Don't get me wrong I am an adult and I am aware of and do take care of my responsibility. However, I can be super childish :) But that's something about myself that I would never want to change because I LOVE it!!

I'm that 21 year old who would go to Chuck-E-Cheese. I would play in the McDonald's Play-Place if I wouldn't get into trouble. And yes I am still very much a HUGE fan of swing sets, as well as riding mechanical animals outside of convenience stores!

As time passes you begin to look at life more carefully. Opinions change, views change. For some they have their entire life planned out from early on, and for some people those plans actually work out! And then you have the people like myself, who aren't entirely sure where they're going. It's not always a bad things to be truthful. But overall I trust the Lord with my life and everything in it. As written in the song "Walk by Faith." "I will walk by faith, even when I cannot see." That's what we often have to do in life and in our walk with  God.

I want to take this time now to thank Him for everything. For 22 wonderful years of life. For always being there for me and never giving up on me. Whenever I felt abandoned and alone, the mere thought of His great love for me was enough to bring me back. "For He is a friend who sticks closer than a brother." He has done many great things for me and I pray he will continue as I move forward in life on a path that glorifies Him. Doing that which is right in his eyes. Moving forward to live and even better and more dedicated life to Him is what I'll do from my 22nd onward. 

And thanks to all those family and true friends who have been there for me or have supported me and any way. Just knowing that people care is always enough. I hope to make many more great friends like you in the coming years of my life, exploring other aspects and things in life. Having people like you in my  life brings me a great joy like no other!!!

Sunday, March 8, 2015

Location, location, location!

I've been thinking recently, it's time for a change in my life. I've made some changes to my life in the recent months that have been astronomically good for me. But I've been thinking and I'm about ready to make a few major changes to my life. 


   Of course we have the dreaded career question which I'm still a little uncertain about. I'm considering becoming a photographer, I LOVE photography!! For around a year or so I was considering becoming a dental assistant or dental hygienist. I forget which one (if not both) require a degree. My other yet currently last career choice was to become a mangaka. However being one from America has it's struggles. 

  Anyway on to more exciting news, I'm MOVING!!! Yeah, pretty soon!!! ...Kind of. Well here's the deal. I've lived in Kansas City my entire life. And to be completely honest I'm pretty bored of it. I have a few friends who live in smaller towns and they're always envious of me because I live in a bigger city. But between the noisiness and all of the hustle and bustle, I'm ready for a change. So soon I may be moving to Joplin!

   A few years ago there was a tornado that ripped through and destroyed most of Joplin Missouri. They're actually still rebuilding it to this day, but most of it looks pretty good. It's a decent sized city with a bit of a country feel. It's actually pretty close to the country, so that makes sense. Most of my family actually want to move to Texas. My older sister, Jocelyn, is in medical school and would like to move to Texas or California. The rest of my family...just really like Texas.

   If everything works out by the end of the year I'll probably be moved to Joplin and I'll probably buy my own house too, unless I decide to get an apartment instead. ( To be honest I really don't NEED a house to myself right now, I don't need that much space for one person.) Weeeeeell that is unless I'm able to get a horse around that time. Yeah I forgot to mention that I plan to get a horse as soon as I can also. Sooooooo I suppose owning a house would come in handy then, because I'd have much more room. Oooh oooh plus then I can finally get my SIBERIAN HUSKY!!! And he (or she) Would have ALL the room to run around as they pleased!
I plan to get a few other dogs also, but I want to start off with a Husky. What should I name it?

   I never really thought much about moving to another state, it would pretty fun to be honest. I have considered studying abroad or living in another country for a couple of years that would be pretty neat as well, but that's a MUCH bigger decision. I've been in Kansas City for 22 years. 22 YEARS!!!! Yeah I think I'm ready for a wee bit of change. Lord Willing, I shall do so. We'll just see how things go!
   

Past, Present and Future.

Yesterday I did something interesting. It's the kind of thing you hear about many times in your life, but often don't think of doing it yourself. It was on my Bucket List so I decided, hey let me go ahead and get it out of the way. So last night I wrote a letter to my future self. 

I've heard of many people doing it before so I was interested in doing it myself. To be honest I wasn't entirely sure what to write. So I guess as a basis I told future me about how things are now as a reminder from the past, as well as remind future me of the things I wanted to accomplish within the next few years. The envelop is dated 3/11/2023, for those of you who know me 3/11 is my birthday. And 2023 will be my 30th. There are many things I hope to accomplish by then so it should be fun to receive a present from my past self on that day.


But then however I decided to take things a step further. I did something that I haven't really heard of anyone else doing before, so it was essentially my own idea. I decided to write a letter to my future wife as well.


Now this one was a bit trickier than the first. I know who I am, and what I plan to accomplish. It was a bit easier to write one to myself, but my future wife? Well if I'm being honest there is someone in my life that I'd eventually like to marry. No we aren't dating or courting or anything of that nature. But if it be the Lords Will then maybe, you never know. I'm a man of great faith. Anyway still do to uncertainty my future wife is addressed as such or just Mrs.Kendall Ford. 

Writing this letter was...interesting to say the least. Neither letter was very long, no more than around 3 pages on lined notebook paper. But for me it wasn't the length, but more-so the words in which were spoken. I'd much rather the letter to my future wife remain a surprise to everyone, and to be honest it's something that I want to be special just for her and her heart only. 

I hope to forget the contents of the letters soon so that when the day comes it may truly be a surprise. The letter to Mrs.Kendall Ford is dated as you can see for our Anniversary of the same year. I considered setting the date for my birthday also, but I thought that our anniversary would be more special. I'm not too bad when it comes to keeping track of things, so I'm hoping that I don't have any trouble keeping track of these letters. I pray that on that day she opens that letter I may have fulfilled all that I sought to in our marriage, been everything I've needed to be and make that a very happy and special anniversary.


Wednesday, March 4, 2015

A Voice Like No Other

   This morning something interesting happened. I heard a voice. That's it, it was as simple as that...although it wasn't. It was someone singing, I couldn't quite tell who it was or what they were singing, but it was one of the most incredible things I've heard. It was simply angelic, seriously. Whoever this was, they are seriously WAY better than 98% of professional singers I've heard. Throw out the name of any celebrity, singer, band or anything and this person would mop the floor with them easily...easily.

Tuesday, March 3, 2015

ICED-COFFEE ICED-COFFEE ICED-COFFEE ICED-COFFEE!!!

    Alright, so I'm going to come clean. I have a little bit of an addiction...it's now as bad as it sounds. But it's homemade ICED COFFEE!!!!! 

   Okay so my friend Ashley got me started on homemade iced coffee and for like the last 3 days I've been drinking like 3-4 cups back-to-back it's CRAZY! Yet so delicious!! Fortunately unlike most people, caffeine doesn't affect me...at least not very well. 

   I could drink a 2-liter of coke late at night and be out like a light within minutes. The coffee is good none the less. The other day I drank a cup earlier in the day, then another 2 cups with my dinner...that's right dinner. Oh delicious iced-coffee where have you beeen all my life?

Hahaha Materhösen

   It's funny sometimes what fiction can show us. Sometimes things from a childs perspective. Sometimes lessons people just don't think about. Many things, lessons and whatnot are often forgotten. And sometimes it's the most valuable ones that are lost, simple yet they go forgotten. For some people never to be seen again.

   The other day I was watching Cars 2. And it was a pretty good movie, my first time seeing it. It was drastically different from the first, yet still enjoyable. I loved the whole **SPOILER ALERT** 
spy concept for the movie, I thought that to be very interesting. This time around Mater was front and center. He received a lot of attention in this movie and for a good reason. A simple minded-yet somewhat complex tow-truck. Often looked at as missing a few screws, played a very big role in the movie.

   Maters best friend and racing pro, Lightning McQueen was set to take part in various races around the world. Showing off a "new" fuel called "Allinol" along with many other races.

   First stop, Japan!!! 
Ok, we're starting to get there.

The location of the first race was in Japan. Like tourists, they were very excited to see the sights! But it was also at this point that things began to take shape, and the part where the lessons begin.

While they are there McQueen who is pretty popular gets attention from some other cars and is even interviewed a little. All the while his best friend Mater is being well...Mater. And McQueen sees that to be a bit of an issue. Mater is a character who speaks his mind, and doesn't really care much for what people think of him or the way he acts. And sometimes this can lead to trouble. 

McQueen is trying to be a good friend and prevent Mater of making a fool of himself, but sadly at the same time he's actually more concerned with Mater not making HIM look bad in front of the other cars and racers. At one point, Mater eats and entire dish of "Wasabi" thinking it's pistachio ice-cream.

And of course in "classic" Mater fasion, something silly was bound to ensue.

After Mater starts drinking from a "waterfall" of sorts displaying McQueen's Number and Logo, McQueen thinks that Mater has started leaking oil and that goes off into a whole other situation.

As he begins the look at the situation of embarrassment, McQueen tries to convince Mater to act differently as they aren't in "Radiator Springs" anymore.

Later on after meeting a spy, Mater tells the gang he's got a girlfriend which no-one believes. And things get even more heated when due to Mater's action during the race, cost McQueen his near victory. After which McQueen blows up (not literally) on Mater for what he did and costing him the race. Also telling his "Best Friend" that he doesn't need or want his help' He then proceeds to tell Mater to go home.

Over the course of a few other races other things happen and later McQueen finds out that Mater left, but never made it home. Later throughout the movie as McQueen talks to many of his friends and new cars that he has met, he begins the see the error of his ways.

But there was one part in particular that really stood out to me. In one scene Mater is being given a disguise. But a few of the dents he has may prevent it from being perfect, even knowing that he refused to have them fixed. Each dent meant something special to him as he obtained them with his best friend.


In this movie Mater played the role of the caring friend. He saw something in that friendship that Lightning McQueen did not. He knew he was a bit goofy, but that was just the way that he was. And he liked things that was. He liked being Mater, the goofy tow-truck from Radiator Springs.

Lightning McQueen knew he was wrong for trying to change his O'l chum, and wanted to apologize for it. Mater even risked his own life to save his friend. *Starts listening to "How to save a life"*

Sometimes it's easy to get wrapped up in our own thing and forget about those around us. For many when in a new place it's pressuring to want to fit in and be perfect around these people you don't know. But it's those friends in life like Mater who while may not be perfect, are some of the most sincere people you can ever meet. Regardless to whether or not they look silly, they are always themselves and do whatever they can to help their friends.

Always putting themselves second...or last for the good of the group, or even just a single friend. lending a helping hand whenever they can. He saw the depth and true meaning of their friendship. These people are in our lives for a reason, those few great, caring, loving and genuine friends. Just remember that whenever possible, be that friend. Be the "Mater" of the group. I'm not saying be foolish at times or for lack of a better word "stupid" at times. But just be true to yourself and others.

As the years pass there are always people you lose touch with for any number of possible reasons. People get married, have kids, move away, get jobs in other cities or are sometimes just going through things. Busyness is just a part of live, but even so we can't forget about those people who have helped us get to where we are now. Those people who have been there for us. Who have created those "dent memories" with us to always share. Even if or when no-one else is, be that person. Be a Mater friend.

Friday, February 27, 2015

To infinity...and BEYOND!

   Soooo the first day watching the Trask Farm started out mmmm not so great?  I wake up around 7:30 in the morning and head out the back door to feed the animals. I was going to start with the dogs, the cats and the rabbits, since they all eat out back. I grabbed a few cups of dog food and that's when I saw it. I looked to the right in horror as I saw IT! A chicken...I kid you not. Apparently the chickens had gotten out sometime during the night and now the dogs were chasing it.

  So after that I spend about 10 minutes running around like (excuse the pun) a chicken with it's head cut off chasing after...well the chickens. After I rounded up the chickens, as usual there was that one ONE elusive chicken. The one that was smarter than ALL the others. It KNEW the best routes and paths to stay away from my near frost-bitten fingers.

   Oh but it didn't end there! To make matters worse, now the dogs were chasing after it! This had become a game of skill. A Hunt so to speak. Man vs. Chicken. Who will outsmart the other? Who Will reign supreme? Will Kendall capture this chicken so the others can eat? Will Koda and Kinsly (The Dogs) stop chasing the chicken so that they too can eat? Will the horses get their food? If and ONLY IF...I could catch that chicken. I zigged left, it zagged right! I tried to grab it and it DUCKED behind the pens! 

   But after a few more minutes of chasing, I had come out on top!!  Kendall-1...Chicken-0. After I finished feeding them and the horses, I went back inside from the back to warm my hands. As I went back outside through the front door, Koda and Kinsly left me a nice little gift. A dead chicken on the porch. 

  As all the animals were fed and things were being wrapped up, the most heart stopping, jaw dropping thing happened to me! Kinsly came up to me and RIPPED OUT MY HOODIES DRAWSTRING!!! Does she not know that it's impossible to get those things back in?? Eh I guess she doesn't. Oh well.

Things that go bump in the night.

Ok this post shouldn't be to long, just a quick and interesting story...I think!

   Well the first night that I was at my friends house, watching it while they were away. something kind of weird/interesting happened. It was night time and I was getting ready for bed, when all of a sudden and out of nowhere!!!!...I heard a sound! *Covers eyes* NO NO It's too scary I can't tell it! Sorry to have wasted your time folks goodbye!...Hm? Whats that, you still want me to tell it? ...But nightmares? Alright suit yourself!

   Anyway it was a dark and stormy night! Ok it was dark (duh it was night) and a little chilly. And I was getting ready for bed when I heard a noise. It kind of startled me at first because it was such an unusual sound. It kind of sounded like one of those old fashioned hand crank pencil sharpeners. Almost like a slight grinding sound. Then it would stop for a bit. Then start up again. I looked around and couldn't find the source of the sound. I got up and tended to the woodstove, trying to make sure the fire didn't go out. ( what a bang-up job I did my first 2 days! *sarcasm*).


   Anyway I kept hearing the sound near the boys room. (Sons of the family house house I was watching) And for a minute I thought It might be an animal in the attic. Because once before at my house we've had squirrels and raccoons in our attic! So I went back to my room and a few minutes later it started again. And I'm super puzzled. Here is this sound that is so close to my face that I could taste it, but I could find it!

   Then I decide to go out and look one more time. And wouldn't you know it, there it was. The source of the sound! All along it was!!! Alright well I think that's enough for one night. Lock your door. Say your prayers and drink your milk! Goodnight and sweet dreams...fine I'll continue.

  There it was, the source of the sound! Right outside of my room!!! Seriously right on the other side of the WALL!!! it was...A HAMSTER!!!! Dun dun DUN!! I know what you're thinking, But seriously it was kind of creepy. This hamster had the audacity, to run on that wheel a the most inappropriate time of the day! Night time! The hamsters are normally so quiet during the day time, so they didn't cross my mind when the sound started.

  Goodnight! Hope I didn't scare you too much mwahahaha lol.
   

Lending a helping hand.

   On 2/25/2015, my friends the Trask Family went on trip to Ohio to visit friends who have been in Africa for almost 2 years. I have been entrusted to watch over their farm, house and animals while they are away.This is a brand new experience for me as I live in the city, and they as you might have guessed live in the country.


   I'm super excited though! I have loads of animals to watch over, feed and take care of. Chickens, horses, dogs, hamsters, cats, rabbits and a cockateel! I live almost 200 miles away ALL the way on the other side of Missouri...er well mot side so to speak. I live in the northern part of Missouri.

   I've lost my chapstick!! Never mind I found it, forget that outburst even happened... Anyway. So while they are away for around a week, I have the ENTIRE house to myself...PAR-TAY!!! No I'm just joking lol. Things are so different here than they are in the city, just different in general than what I'm used to. Is it used to? Or use to? I don't know I see people use both, I think it's just one of those things that either or.

   The scenery is beautiful! Lots of open areas, woods all that jazz. I sound like such a nerd, I know but I just love it here! I think I might move out to the country! I got to go into town with my new friend Dylan ( we're secretly new best friends, he just doesn't know it yet lol) so I got a chance to see the town before they left...leaving me here...all alone. *Starts crying crocodile tears* They told me there are sometimes armadillos out here near the woods, I would LOVE to see one! I've never seen one in  person before! And no the zoo doesn't count. Although I don't think I've seen one at the zoo before either!

   They've been so hospitable to me. To be honest, probably more than anyone I've ever met. They're really nice people, it's great to have friends like them people who really care. It's pretty rare to find people like them these days...that makes me sad :(  *Starts to tear up*

   Ok I'm just going to be honest, I'm singing "How to Save a Life" AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS!! I could never do this if I were home! And no-one can hear me! Mwahahaha. Ok I went off on a little tangent didn't I?? 

   We watched a movie the night before they left, and I got a chance to meet "Captain Ahab"! Who is Captain Ahab you ask? Oh you'll just have to meet him yourself!! 

  They are a large family, and to be honest I was a little nervous about meeting them. Well I met about 1/3 of them over a month ago but the other...7 I had not. But everyone was very kind, and made me feel right at home! I even got me own room! All of the animals are really neat and very sweet. Especially Blueberry, The Mini-Lop Rabbit!! Words...not enough of them...nor the right ones exist to explain how adorable Blueberry is!!

   To be honest. Ok I use that term a lot don't I? Anyway, "to be honest" lol, it's a really nice break from city life. I can't wait quite put my finger on it, it's a wonderful change in scenery, and difference in behavior from people. Speaking of scenery, I took a few pictures while it was snowing and they turned out pretty good!

   I've learned a lot of really useful things and tips, I'm all set for when I have my own farm someday lol! Oh I forgot to mention, two of them had birthdays also! Happy Birthday Troy and Paige!!

  This time alone will give me chance to think, read and reflect on things. I will have a lot of time to sit and read my Bible ALL DAY if I choose lol! they also recommended some other books to me that I'll read also. This was a pretty cool opportunity that came up for me things are going great so far. All animals accounted for. I'm still alive. I haven't burned the house down! I haven't frozen myself yet! I haven't starved! Yeah I'd say it's been going pretty well so far.

Oh yeah and here are a few of the pictures I took!!!






   

Thursday, February 19, 2015

A Spark, a Flame then it just went out.

   Almost all of my life there has been one thing that I've been interested in and actually good at. (unlike cooking) And that would be Drawing!!! A lot of my drawings were fan or friend requested (I used to have a youtube channel for it)

This is "Megaman!!"

First it started out small, just a few friends from school asking me to draw a picture but then I decided to take to the skies! Er well Take to the net!! There were a few other users who  knew a thing or two about the art game around youtube and that helped me to get my foot in the door.

For many people it's all about subscribers. Now depending on what your plans are then that may be very important. For me personally I wasn't sure what I was looking for. It was kind of nice though that people liked my drawings, even if most of them weren't my own original work.



    So a little bit down the road, I gained a few more subscribers and and things started to take off. Certain users ( the most popular ones) Would sometimes hold drawing competitions. You upload a video of one of your drawings and tag it to the user holding the competition. Now for as much as people liked my drawings and sometimes told me how good I was, there was some stiff competition. And it was at the end of a few of those competitions that I was truly humbled.

   Sometimes you're not as good as you might think. Now I wasn't arrogant with my drawings by any means, I mostly got As in art, but up against those other artists was something else. But at the same time, it simply made me want to try harder. To just get better, test my skills and push them to the limit. And that's what I did. My brother and I both began to practice like never before. And with time we did improve. 


   The time came one month that I entered Two drawing competitions. Dun, dun, DUN!!! And to my surprise, all that practice paid off. I won! I got first place in one competition and I believe second in the other. Around that time (since most of the drawing requests that I received were from mangas) I considered becoming a manga artist. Another user actually nominated me for a competition, and the winner would have their short story be helped in becoming a manga.

   In recent years that passion has died down. It's been awhile since I've drawn. I started working on many characters and even a story for my potential manga, well two actually. I still have most of my original characters but I'm just not feeling it anymore. It's frustrating to be honest. But sometimes other things, new people are introduced into your life and things just change. I continue to thank God for the talent that He's given me, even if it's not my calling to do anything with it.



The moral here is:
Things take time. Sometimes early on things seem certain, and later on they don't. Some things stick and turn out to be your calling.
But while making room and time for new friends, and hobbies are great. Never forget the things of old, those good things which impact the wonderful person you are today.

Burning the Mid-night Oil

   So I've been thinking, my sleep schedule is completely out of whack. I'm one of those people who can sleep for 2 hours and run the entire day, seriously. Of course that's not fun nor a good idea when you have to work the next morning ugh yeah not a great idea.

   On many nights I'm up easily til 3 am. Recently however that's been extended to about mmmm 6-9 am! I mean in the event that you aren't tired, there's actually quite a bit you can do in the wee hours of the morn..night mornight? It's technically both. Anyway there's lots that can be done while everyone else is resting their dreary heads from a long days work.

  A lot of the time I spend hours upon hours watching cooking shows on Create Tv (channel 19-3 for those of you without cable or satellite) Which is ironic, because I can't cook to save my life! I've watched quite a few over the last few years, but it's just not sticking. Then you have your Nature shows and what have you. There is always new and interesting things to learn about animals. Did you know some dogs can smell disease? I know right!

   Then you have your woodworking shows. Rough Cut is a particular favorite of mine. I know it looks a little weird, it's a pretty strange combination of shows. Back on topic. Carpentry is fascinating, complicated but fascinating. Jesus was a carpenter.
I'd kind of like to try my hand at it, but there is just so much that goes into it. Maybe when I have more time...and money...and a workshop.

   Last but not least. PAINTING. Now just like cooking, I CAN. NOT. PAINT. At all. Period. I'm not a bad artist, but I can't paint.
Okay I'm starting to see a pattern here. Why I'm I so interested in things that are complicated or I'm no good at? Anyway The Best of the Joy of Painting. By Bob Ross is my favorite! I mean the man is an artistic genius! He was a painter for a long time, so it's understandable that he's improved to the level of perfection. As they say practice makes perfect...but for me some of those things just aren't meant to be :/

The moral here is. "There is a time and a place for everything. Including staying up insanely late watching cooking and painting shows."

   

I'm not a Noob!!

Just something I wanted to throw out real quick that I will customize my page when I get the chance. It looks quite bland...like tofu. I'm not new at this, I used to have my own website in fact. It just takes a little getting used to again I suppose. All the fonting and panel arranging and stuff, yeah that's right folks. I'm not a noob. 


    But the again given how I've forgotten most of what I learned anyway I might as well be a noob. But being a noob is no fun, unless you're there with other noobs then it's not as bad. :)
Until we meet again!

If there's a will, there's a way!

Soooo in early January a friend of my sister's invited her to Arkansas for the day as he was visiting a friend, and later going to Joplin to visit his grandpappy. When I caught wind of this, a glint formed in my eyes!

   I had a friend who I had talked to for awhile and we talked about meeting over in Joplin to hang out. Of course with me not having a car makes things difficult. Anyway my sister talked to him and everything was just peachy...until it wasn't.

   Although her friend (former co-worker of mine) had to drive through Joplin to get to Arkansas, he sorta made things complicated and said he wasn't going to drop me off. {Insert mad face holding it's breath...looking all pouty} 

   So I continued to ask him,and tried to bargain with him and he WOULD.NOT.BUDGE. But lil O'l Kendall kept on trying and finally I offered him $50 dollars to take me. (I was saving up for my car at the moment. Ironic isn't it?) He told me that I was as stubborn and my sister. And that was sort of a compliment? I guess?

   In any case things worked out, I got a chance to hang out with my friend Ashley, her mother and her sisters. The trip was 2 hours, although not that long troublesome for someone with a vehicular transport...thing. We got a chance to go to the mall for a little while,we also both  got a chance to play Laser Tag for the first time. it was pretty fun!

   Afterwards we traveled to Nevada, MO if I'm not mistaken, as she wanted to look at a horse. Now from this point on, she has gotten me addicted to horseback riding! I'd never done it before, although I had wanted to for awhile. 



So these are a few pictures of me riding for the first time!
I don't care what anyone says, that horse tried to kill me. It simply did. It almost knocked me off but I managed to stay on and rode him a few more times afterwards. (His name was Whiskey btw)
It was a BLAST and I cannot wait until I get my own horse. But the mechanical steed known as a car comes first :(
It was a little chilly for riding that day, but still fun.

To leave a moral. As people say "If there's a will, there's a way" 
If you don't have the will, you'll make excuses not to do it.